feel like nothing in this world is fair...
nothing can suits the way u want it to be..
everything there's consequences...
today morning working was still alright for me...but slowly..it turns out to be a fed up day agn...
i was playing joking around in the morning..but when there's customer i will be serious with my work..but why like just talking with a person who i long time never work with..will also get say by others...their mind is so close...i admit i'm not a so open minded..but at least must follow up with the society minded wad...so "CLOSE"..
hate those in front act very good with u...behind talk alot...juz so fed up wif this person...but no choice...in this society u hav to face the reality of letting ppl to talk abt ur bad and good side...but hate ppl who gong jia wei lo...NB..

perhaps today already not a good start of the day le...that's y let me think alot...
wondering alot of things..
everyting i have to keep inside of myself..just try to look at the positive side..but sometimes when i'm tired..it will automatic went negative...so sick and tired...

wondering more things...
jealous...angry...sad...happy...sianz etc is all the ppl in the world hav to face...

happiness is always short..

there are always alot of things in mind,...sometimes don even hav the time to take a deep breath...

slowly no one understand how i feel...

days passed...

everything hav to rely on myself cos no one can help me...

is wad i want to be at last...

nitex