went to meet jave and jacq in the morning at bugis to take back the VCD...in the end jacq forgotten to bring..
went to and fro esplanade and clarke..
went up to esplanade there..saw alot of couples down there...we play,chat and laugh....
after spending the whole day time with jayven,jacq and jave...went down to the home club and drank..
i felt nausea...kept going to toilet..jayven told me my face was red..at first still don really believe but after that facing the mirror..i also got a little stun..
ton at esplanade there..same laughing and playing..
next day went home and bath then go work le..reach my work place..after those messages..i cant concentrate on work at all...get scolded alot of times..after working go home change le then come out alone to walk..walk till 4am something..i drunk le..lie on a playground like a corspe..7.30+am the sun was extreme bright,woke up went home and go work again though i feel like resting at home...but i know my sister will think i something wrong and ask questions on me again..
go home around midnight..lying on the bed..same questions comes back to my mind..that's one thing kept in my mind...the thing that i really wish that never happen...everything start off from my mind!!..
today while everyone's sleeping at home..so i finally blog le..
my eyes bag getting darker..!!
i'm sorry..i'm getting real tired...

THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO U,BUT no more chance..let this my wish ba:
tc of yourself
be happy
drink more water
don get too tired
eat proper meals
learn to be stronger
don always get into the rain..later will get cough easily..